Sunday, October 22, 2006

How is tonight different?

If the clock weren't digital, I would here it tick.
The moments weigh upon me, the seconds heavy - brick.
Shoulders wracked with burden mounting, night is simply still.
My mouth is zipped as winter coat, pointless acts of will.
Aching bones that speak exhaustion - beg me now to rest,
Racing wind that screams of caution, whips both east and west.
A heart is porous, sharp and soaked - body follows suit -
It's night that binds the body down, and night the soothing root.

10 comments:

M said...

Is that your cherry tree?


Your words are beautiful. I will be thinking about you all week. Take Care,
Mary

Anonymous said...

I have read your post many times and can't get the words to come anywhere near the feelings. Words are such an inadequate approximation, always failing to fully capture where the heart is. You come very close to using words that can surround the emotion,and I will read your words again and again as we go through the next days.

Lora said...

I can only assume that this poem is inspired by the number I see on your ticker. I wish you all the love in the world and all the comfort that this earth has to offer.

I wish I could think of the right thing to say, but I doubt there is one. I am a stranger to you, but my heart aches for you nonetheless and tears spring to my eyes when I try to imagine how you must feel. I will be thinking about you this week; please take care

Anonymous said...

I hope that in some small way the thoughts of your loved ones lift you up, provide some sort of comfort, something, even if just a little. You and your family is in my heart and thoughts every day. I love you very much. I pray your inner spirit brings you the strength you need every day, and especially this week. Love. hugs. to you and bill.

M said...

Hey Catherine. Just wanted you and Bill to know that I am thinking about you guys today, tomorrow, and on...

Anonymous said...

Best thoughts, best wishes, best prayers--whatever we can all do best, I am sending you today and all days.

Anonymous said...

You and Bill will be in my thoughts all day long.

Lora said...

Happy Birthday to your angel Sophie. I'm thinking of you today too...

Anonymous said...

Happy Birthday Sweet Girl

CAGB said...

I feel like I have written ten times today this truth...It is only by the grace of our beauitful friends and their prayers that we thrive.